Random Thoughts

To a friend… In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins… not through strength but through persistence. Promise to walk all the way, all I ask is just one first step. Promise to wait and be patient, all I ask is not to alienate me... I convince myself that I am used to it, but don't know, it just does not go to my head that I am used to it, so it keeps coming back and it pushes me down. I rise and I walk, and live on... another day and another knife. Sometimes it is sharp, sometimes it is blunt.

You chose the path, I chose to follow. You chose to demand, I chose to surrender. You chose to speak, I chose to listen. You spoke of fate, I spoke of choices. Choices to make, Chances to take. Some where, some one No where, now here, Choices to make, Chances to take. Give or Live Just like a broken arrow Or like a roaring inferno. Choices to make Chances to take. Give or live Just like a shattered dream Or like a longing hope. Choices to make Chances to take. Give or live Just like a withered flower Or like a hearty lover. Choices to make Chances to take.

Why do we feel that we are stuck and seem to be moving no where? Why do we keep wanting more and more and never to be sufficiently full, despite liking what you do? Is money my motivating factor all of a sudden? Why? I was a firm believer that when you excel in what you do, results come automatically. Now, for the sake of results I seem to be planning my goals in life. And that looks very sad. So I decided that it is time for a little retrospect. And these are the thoughts of that retrospect… When I was doing my engineering, I always had a plan. I will do a job after I do my graduation. And suddenly, in the final year, I have an even bigger motivation when I started focusing all of a sudden on programming. Prior to that, I wanted to get into ICs (Integrated Circuits). Circuits always fascinated me. The thin copper wires that form the core of the electronics, and when it came to understanding PCs, I was completely amazed at these tiny chips that have an inbuilt circuit to do someth...

You are worth every insult I face You are worth every pain I feel You are worth every tear I drop You are worth the fight I do today, tomorrow and every other day You are worth the struggle I have today, to convince you that I am worth it… I live today, for you I die today, but for you “I am not worth it”, you dare not say You are… you are worth every bit of this pain. Love might not be easy Life is not easy Hope, you give me to face it Despair is what I feel at the thought of the distance, That spans not miles but hearts… Today is for you Tomorrow is for you For you and you alone, For without you there is no tomorrow In rags I walk with you In riches I walk with you In dreams I walk with you In life I walk with you Say, you will walk with me Say, you love me too… For without you, I am not whole, Without “you” there is no “I”.